Baby Chipmunk

Recently, this statement appeared in my mind is quite frequently.  Faith is taking the first step, even you don't see the whole staircase.   -Quoted by Dr. Martin Luther King Jr- I remember it's my first step to make a living abroad from my hometown. I was alone, a little girl from a small city. Nobody knows even myself, who have such a big heart and courages without family support, with some living debts, no friends, no lover and don't have much cash on hand. I never think about "Is that really can survive?" Seriously, I have never this thoughts in my mind. Just follow my heart to flow. Of course, I've been through many difficult days and the struggles. Be cheated, be taken advantages and many unhappy moments that I faced it all alone.  To be honest, I don't like to be alone as I afraid of the dark. The most frightening was standing with wrong people, that's why I need to be stronger. I have no choice. If there is a good option to be gentle ...

I t’s already 10th day I don’t talk to him.  Today was my reschedule interview for us visa application. Unfortunately, I was rejected. The officer gave me the only one piece of letter of refusal for nonimmigrant visa after I’ve answered a few questions during the interview. I get shocked that I’ve answered in an honest way but still get the rejection. I’m unhappy as I was planning to get the visa to travel to New York to visit my boyfriend. The rejection caused me I lost the chance to meet my boyfriend. It was so cruel to me. I was taking the bus to back my hostel. Before arrival, I was walking the road near my hostel and making a call with my mother. I want to tell her that I got rejected from the application. I was so helpless as the interviewer didn’t tell me the reason after I’ve prepared for so long. It’s dumped me to the hot pan, I felt hard to catch my breath at the moment. I was thinking that the reason which might be “my financial status, my parents status as I’m a Mala...