The Darkest Thursday but I believe the rainbow of tomorrow.
Today was my black Thursday. As usual, I'd like to check up how was my lover doing today. He keeps watching Tom & Jerry show with "Sichuan" language at least once on a daily basis. How enjoyable he deals with his life. I know that he has his affair to learn new things, also the freedom of choice, but I don't feel comfortable as he told me the woman who aged 9 years elder than him is from Sichuan, one of the cities in China, who was the one made my lover & I apart. I hate, hate myself that was so innocent and unable to figure out what's the fact and how did it happen exactly because I haven't finished my studies. I always tell myself that must be strong, the thing you really want in your life you might need to sacrifice something else even the people I love . When he told me that he was likely in love with another woman who was elder than me more than 7 years with no better explanation. He said that I don't mature like the woman does, it obv